读自己5年前的作文，是一种怎样的感受？

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！x0a要不 你还是别点进来了……...

尴尬癌都犯了！

没有人永远未成年，从某一天起都要学着笑而不语，学着喜怒不形于色。承认没有人不可替代，也接受十之八九不尽如人意。这也没什么不好，“才下眉头却上心头”毕竟也是情绪管理。

老师说的真对，还好以前的作文都没有删。不然我都不知道，自己以前这么傻，也这么可爱？哎呀这作文真是太逗了……差点儿忘了小孩儿的世界可以绝交-和好-绝交-再和好。哈哈哈哈哈！“Let’s take a photo! ”  I said to LY at highschool graduation.  However, he refused.

To be honest, I wasn’t surprised at all, because we had been “enemy” for far too long.

Why did we become the “enemy”?  Maybe there was no exact reason. My close friend H detested him a lot. Out of nowhere, in young girls’ world, there is a rule: My enemy is your enemy. Every moment, you are supposed to stand by my side unconditionally. Now, from the perspective of anadult, it is extremely ridiculous, though I am ashamed to admit it.

As a result of our naïve, we never treated each other as a real friend. Endless ironies and disagreements in nearly all aspects in school life convinced me that even another 3 years won’t make eliminate the prejudice between us. That is why, we were in the same class for 3 years without even one piece of photo.

Unexpectedly, my attitudes towards him changed quietly before the college entrance examination. We were both those young people who had deep affection for literature. I found we had a lot in common about the charm and the carrying capacity of the words. He thought I could write with warmth, enthusiasm and sincerity. I adored his writing which contained so many deep thoughts.

Pity that I had never told him how much I admire his articles and poems. That was a huge regret, as huge as the fact we didn’t take any photos.

From then on, I tried to trust him and be friendly to him. Later on, we came to the time of choosing universities. To my surprise, we both preferred RUC. Actually, I was nervous, because the final exam was a cruel competition. Inevitably, we had to fight for the limited opportunity of being enrolled. I prayed that we won’t choose the same major.

However,on this important issue, he cheated me. He said he love the “news” but he chose the “international political” just like me! I firmly believed he ruined ournewly created friendship. I believed him regardless of my close friend’s against. How could he!

No one could have imagined that both of us preformed abnormally in the exam. I was so upset during those days, he kept saying that I was sure to be enrolled and he was ready for another year of high school.

Things happened just like what he said. Now, I am in university, but he is in the fourth yearin high school. If I were him, I am not sure I would arouse and console the other competitor as he did. How I wish we could study in the same classroom for another 4 years!

You won’t believe when I apologized to him for my unthoughtful behavior, he just said: "it’snot your fault. You know what, at the graduation, I didn’t take a photo with you because I expected to go to university with you so that we can take many photos together.”

In the next few frozen seconds, the regretful and self-blame penetrated. He was so tolerate! Oppositely, how narrow-minded I was!

Words are too flimsy to convey my feeling which was combined with grateful and move.

It is him, lifts me up in spirits and make a dark world suddenly seem bright.

It is him, gets me through the hard and confused time.

It is him, makes me realize that there really is an unlocked door just waiting me to open it.

It is never too late to know that we owe each other a photo.

（依稀记得老师给的评语是：感情真挚。哎呀，老师真是太宽容了，不仅没有笑场，还能鼓励……我自己都看不下去了……）

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