【美文欣赏】My Very First Love

My Very First LoveYes this may be surprising; I was on...

Yes this may be surprising; I was only 13 years old that time. Then I fell deeply in love with a guy.

It was 1997, in Chittagong, Bang-ladesh, my family and I have just moved to a new apartment in a new area. Well, I made some new friends in the neighborhood. This girl who was always hanging out with, her name was Ivy.

One day when I was going to school, I bumped into Ivy on the way out of my building, and she was standing next to this guy, who lived in the building right beside mine. He said “Hi” to me, and we just asked each other “how are you” and blah blah, then I had to leave. But I noticed that guy was looking at me. It was a different kind of look, look with love in his eyes.



Few days later, I noticed whenever I went to school and came back from school, he was standing in his balcony, and smiling at me. If he was not around, and one of his friends saw me, they started to yell out his name. Oh yeah, by the way, his name was Mamun.

So, I was very annoyed by those things. And I even told Ivy to tell Mamun to stop these foolishness.

After my exams were over, I had a break. So I used to go to the roof and read books to spend my time. Mamun used to come to their roof also and both roofs where so close to each other that you can just jump from one to another.



Once I was reading a book, and I noticed Mamun come to their roof and he looked at me, and smiled. OH MY GOD! I don’t know what happened to me. That sweet smile just took me away. I smiled back at him, for the first time. I could never forget that moment. We used to smile at each other whenever we saw each other, but never had a chat. I was sure that he liked me a lot, because, anytime he would see me on the roof from his balcony, he came up to the roof right away. I fell in love with him very deeply.

I was surprised that I did. The feeling was so beautiful and made me happy. We talked a lot on the roof that holiday.



Very soon, I found out that my family and I were leaving Bang-ladesh and coming to Canada. I cried all night but there was nothing to do. When Mamun found out, he asked me on the roof, if it was true. When I said yes, he asked how long would I be in Canada. The answer was maybe forever, we were going to settle in Canada. He looked depressed.

Now 4 years later, here I am in CANADA. I am... over with Mamun now. Every time I remember those days, looking at each other on the roof, talking, I feel really down. I wonder where he is now, if we will even meet again... I can never forget my first love.这可能会令人吃惊，因为那时我才13岁,我就深深地喜欢上了一个男孩。

1997年在孟加拉国的吉大港，我和家人刚搬到一个新地方，住进新公寓。我在街坊里交了一些新朋友，总和我一起去玩的那个女孩叫艾维。



有一天，我正要去上学，刚出家门就碰到了艾维。她站在那个男孩旁边，他就住在我们隔壁那栋楼房里。他跟我打了声招呼，之后我们也只是问对方“你好吗”之类的话，然后我就离开了。但我注意到那个家伙在看我，而且是一种别样的眼神，眼里充满爱意。

几天后，我发现我每次上学放学的时候，他都会站在阳台上朝我微笑。如果他的朋友看到我，而他又不在旁边，他们就会对我喊他的名字。哦！对了，他叫马蒙。

因此，我对于这些事情十分恼火。我甚至让艾维转告马蒙停止这些愚蠢的行为。

考试结束后我有个短暂的假期，我经常会去屋顶看书打发时间。马蒙也经常去他们的屋顶，两个屋顶之间是如此接近，甚至一跳就可以跳到另一个屋顶。



有一次，我正在看书，发现马蒙也来到他们的屋顶看着我笑，哦，天哪，真不知道我怎么了，他甜美的笑容竟然把我迷住了，我不禁也对他笑了，那是我第一次对他笑，我永远忘不了那个时刻。以后每次看见对方都互相笑一下，但从来没说过话。我敢肯定他非常喜欢我，因为无论何时他从阳台上看到我在屋顶上，他都会马上跑上屋顶。我深深地喜欢上了他。

我自己也很惊奇自己会爱上他。这种感觉非常美妙，我也很开心。那个假期，我们在屋顶上谈论了很多。

很快地，我发现我们家就要离开孟加拉国去加拿大了，我哭了一整个晚上，可这也无济于事。马蒙知道后，在屋顶上问我那到底是不是真的。我说是的，他问我在加拿大会待多久，我说可能是永远，我们要在加拿大定居。他看起来很沮丧。

现在我已经在加拿大生活四年了，而我和马蒙的事已经过去了。每次我回忆起那些日子里，我们在屋顶上互相望着彼此聊天，我还是感觉很难受。我不知他现在在哪儿，我们能否再见到彼此……我永远忘不了我的初恋。

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